I'm sorry you're feeling so alone. I had hardly any friends at school. As an adult I moved to a new area and for several years I had no friends at all. I know what it's like to feel so alone. It takes time. I wonder if anyone on this site is in your area? You could perhaps post and find out. Or try some other sites related to personal interests and get to know some people, see if any live near you. Do as I did recently and join a penpal site - it's not the same as face contact I know but there's something very comforting and connecting about writing to another person and sharing thoughts and feelings.

The friends I have in my area now were all originally online friends. I don't get out much and feel isolated. The internet has been a lifeline for me.

If this doesn't work, or perhaps as well as this, you could think about what you could do to help others in the same situation. Trust me there are loads. Or perhaps you could volunteer somewhere? I know you're young, but some companies love younger volunteers to help out. Ask in your area. Be proactive. Then you may draw others to you.

Just read your signature. I'm sorry you feel so bad about yourself. This isn't intended as criticism, only to help, but if you feel that bad about yourself and life it's very likely you will push others away without meaning to. Those negative thoughts you have will create what you don't want in your life and reinforce your bad feelings. I know it's hard, but sometimes the first step is to believe it can be different. Then you will give others a chance. If all your subconscious mind is hearing is that everything is pointless, everything you see will reinforce that. Trust me, it happens to me.