If you can, I suggest you find a therapist, maybe 1 that speaks english,so you have a common language. Some therapists do online skype therapy, so you dont even have to have a Norwegian T. Clearly you have a delusion about people hating you, and its not helping your social life at all. Not 1 person that posted on your thread displayed any hatred toward you, yet you are convinced we hate you. Please seek professional help so that you may get thru this very lonely hurdle in your life. I wish you well