Thanks for trying to offer some support.
I feel like i'm in a really difficult situation where I can't do very much for myself or with others and I don't like being stuck in bank overdraft. I have been trying to focus on managing health issues, through getting professional help and support but its a real struggle to get ppl to believe/ take me seriously, be assessed thoroughly and get clear accurate diagnosis and get one to one psycological therapy on nhs.
I am considering whether to go private, see private therapist and psychiatrist but it would mean i need to improve my financial circumstances, find a job, but I am not currently well.