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Old Nov 03, 2012, 11:04 AM
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Righttt, so I dont know if anyone read it but i posted a thread about this girl who was leading me on.

I dont even know if im straight, bi gay or what myself and there are a lot of added complications which I'm not gonna go into at this time cause its not really that relevant but yeah.

But either way, im pretty strung up on this girl. I thought she was totally straight and to be honest a lot of me still does, but she says some things that really get my brain ticking. The first time I told her i thought I was bi she said 'ive neveer had a girl come on to me to know' which i thought was a bit off a inconclusive statment but dismissed. The other night I went to hers for a piss up, and things got a bit.. all over each other. When we went to bed we ended up snuggling up and holding hands etc. and i told her that she made me feel really safe, which she was really happy about.

She then started asking me how I knew I was bi, and to be honest I was totally knocked baacked and didnt know what to say, so I said I didnt to be honest and how I just had issues with men so thought I was. I tihnk this might ahve really pushed her away but to be honest I think I felt really guilty that tehere we were snuggling up and she thinks I'm bi and shes srtaight. If she is straight I will leave her be.

But now I dont know how to be, ive left things really shitly. I want to tell her that I think I am bi, and just keep seeing how things go but at the same time I really just wanna chill out a bit and her some space! but she really does make me feel really safe and all I honestly want to do is be with her all the time and yeah. Literally, nothing sexual at all. But if she is straight I dont think she'll want that.

What do peopple think from the outside looking in and what the hell should I do? I want her!
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