I did talk to my step-mother and told her I felt it was a violation of my trust to go to my parents. The aborted attempt was in late november I'm not in that state of mind anywhere. I have been in therapy though not for depression/suicide related circumstances although I was silently suicidal part of the time. My mom, my step-mother did tell my parents, want's me to promise to call her if I feel suicidal again and I can't make that promise, not when there is a resonable possibility I'll choose to break it. I can understand intervention when I am at serious risk to myself but I find myself angry when I'm not allowed some freedom of thought before hand. If I even try again I certainly will not confide in my step-mother.

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