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Originally Posted by BrokenNBeautiful
Maybe his being dead is part of it.
I was able to snap out of another thing for a singer back in 2004 because I found out his wife's name and that he lived somewhere with her. Gradually it went away.
Maybe imagining that Anatoli, if he were still alive, might have been engaged or married by now, to his gf.
Ouch.
But maybe that would have made me get over it.
Carol
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When I applied this last night, I began to feel very let down; I came down down down.
I sat in my feelings, in bed, last night, very very uncomfortable. Very sad and afraid.
then I talked to my Higher Power. I am spiritual, not religious.
I said, "Take me away from this now. Channel away this reproductive feeling so that it becomes somthing useful in the universe."
And then I slept. I woke early and I will make it to my uncle's mom's memorial. Thank you Higher Power.
Carol