on tuesday, i have my therapy appt in the afternoon. i have to tell my therapist the truth about i dont really stay with my bf that i still live at home because i am protecting myself for i dont want my des paperwork to be going to my real house and causing an argument with my idiot parents.

its not their business and if des found out, they will take away my benefits telling me why dont ur parents help u? well, they r not. i wont have insurance if it gets taken away. i pray that my therapist does not get upset with me all i have been doing in my life is running and hiding, who wants to tell a narc parent what's really going on when all they gonna do is chastise and make you feel like ****?

i pray that it goes well on tuesday and that we will have to rework these assignments she gives me to change my perspective.