Nick, I just replied to your other thread and want to say - don't give up I can't begin to imagine what you must be going through but it won't always have to be like this. I know things seem impossible right now but it can change.

You can have an amazing life ahead of you. Please reach out to someone for support - a teacher, friend, or even support line. Everyone deserves to be heard and receive support. No-one should have to feel like there isnt a way out.