Hi Candy,
I don't think you are overreacting at all (but then again, I tend to have anxiety ). Seriously though, when things have happened in our past, it's understandable that we react the way we do in our brains. Doctors have given you reason to think that they might not be giving total information and so doing what you can to get that information is good.

That said, I do think that they did pull from the list without knowing who was on that list for what. I hope the weekend will pass quickly for you and you will get the results Monday but in the meantime, do what you can to distract. I know it's hard though and sometimes it seems impossible to put it on a back shelf. Take it moment by moment and maybe it won't seem so bad.

I don't think you are overreacting at all but I'm down with the chilling part. Tell me when and where and I will imagine myself there too.

I'm here for you and know that I care.