Hopefully me updating this topic isn't annoying or anything--if it is, I apologize greatly.

Anyway, I've been doing a lot of thinking and I think I know what I need to do to make things go better. But I'm confused to if it's really the right thing to do because of a few contributing factors.

I need a new beginning, and my family is supposed to be moving to Nevada (which is on the other side of the country for me). For a while, I insisted on staying here and finishing up school, but I don't think I can go to that school anymore. I have to go on campus sometimes for tests and such, but every time I go, so many bad feelings and memories come back and the horrible feeling that sent me home in the first place comes back again. I told my mom that I wanted to go with them to Nevada and transfer to UNR (University of Nevada-Reno). Whenever she thought that I was staying here, she encouraged me to come with the family so I'll be close just in case something comes up. But now that I want to go with them, she's now trying to convince me to stay here. It's really annoying...><

I'd also be leaving a few friends behind here if I left and I know they'd be mad at me for leaving, but I just can't stay here anymore. What are your thoughts?