It has beern my view for a couple decades now that the treatment one experiences is the therapist. That is, a therapist does not have to know what is going on within him/herself... because the normal MIND will naturally and automatically initiate Clincal_Denial wherein one has no idea what one is denying, or that one is in denial. Cognitively then, a therapist can "think" that he/she is quite neutral while, in actuality, he/she is in Clinical_Denial and sending MIND-level Direct Esoteric communication to a client's MIND that is less than helpful to the client.

Not to suggest this is so in your case... but it doess happen rather often with therapists who have not completed their own program of psychotherapy.