[quote=healinghearts;2685749]I am mostly scared to play...but some parts love to play. I could not 'play' as a child because of the need to be hyper vigilant.[/quote
I was able to play but mostly outside the house. I remember some playing but not a lot. But outside I was able to climb trees, play with other kids, be alone if I wanted. I always felt safe outside. Inside was dangerious.