I have been divorced for 2 1/2 yrs now. I was married for 20 yrs. I have not dated. I started talking on fb to this guy from my hometown who is divorced from his wife after after a long marriage. We are now texting every day.

Background: I have major depression and GAD, a csa survivor, and abandonment issues. I know that I am so lonely and just wanting someone so badly. I am already falling for him. I know the problem is me. I am getting all wrapped up in him. I am so afraid of getting my heart broken. I don't know if I could handle that. I just don't know how to step back from these feelings. I know it is not a real world relationship. I feel so foolish getting so invested already. I just want clinch on and not let him go, but I don't want to scare him with my neediness.

I just need help on how to step back and stay in the present and just enjoy it is for what it is today.

Krissy