((((Jax)))) My father never laid a hand on my as a child, he did slam me into a wall and threaten to take me out almost two years ago but, like your father, you don't cry, you don't have mental issues, and you do everything 100% correctly. Mistakes are not allowed.

I may save my reckless discussion for my T. I just know that I was reckless and haven't been like that in a while. It's nothing I did at home, I was out and about last night by myself. By the end of the evening, I was in the company of one friend who was witness to it all. I felt like a totally different person.

Hmmmm..... now I feel a little uncomfortable just saying as much as I have. It kills me to wonder what people must think of me.