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Originally Posted by geez
I'm working on trying to love myself and fix myself and then I will make a decision. I don't want to make the wrong decision or make any decision before my time.
Physically I'm 'attractive' and I get attention from guys half my age when I never got attention from many guys ever (I was overweight most of my life etc...) This is fun to get attention and makes me wonder? What else is out there?
I married my husband because I felt that I need/ed him and I still feel that way. I want to be with him because I choose to be with him not because I feel that need him to survive.  |
Youre wondering what else it out there. I know, I often wonder if I get skinny like you have the same doubts about my boyfriend because I will start getting looks too.
Its amazing we are willing to stick by these guys when we dont feel good about ourselves then question it when we think we can do better. Im not saying that negatively toward you, im speaking for myself as well.
I guess I dont have any real advice because im in the same shoes as you in a way. Im struggling to find answers myself. But if you are truly unhappy, and you are just strangers then I wouldnt stay.
I truly wish you the best and I hope it works out for you. I really do
