She is doing her job, and her job isn't to make it easy for me. Actually, I noticed that over the last few weeks I have been questioning the way that I perceive things. I keep doing that, and I asked her whether my perceptions were all off or what. She turned the question back around for me to answer it, and it works out to that I distort some things, and there are others where I'm seeing it accurately but won't trust myself over someone else, and that doesn't work out too well either. Sometimes I can't tell which is what.

So, now I have to work on seeing and hearing myself and being aware of the distortions, half-truths, and errors that I hide in. I know they are there - just need to get them sorted out.