I didn't feel you were trying to intrude. Sometimes, I have the urge to just spill out every negative thing I've done over the past. One thing I'm concerned about is anyone being able to pinpoint me outside this forum. You know what I mean, like someone who actaully knows me. I guess the chances a zero to none but the thought crosses my mind, so I do try to leave out a lot of details.

I appreciate that you have taken the time to read and reply, you'll never how much that means to me. Sometimes, I leave these boards feeling more empty, but I know it's all in my head.

Thank you, Jax!