I think I may have mislead you somewhere to believe I'm a man? I'm not, lol. So I dont have the right sexual parts unfortunately. Which is why if she's straight, this isn't going to work.

I will try hunt down my old thread. Basically though, I am attracted to other women. I dont know really in what way. I suffer from BPD, so I tend to idealize women. I don't know whether its just that or something more though. I've been through some SA in the past from both men and women which has basically screwed me up and now I dont know how I feel at all, or how I've been made to feel. Ive tried doing sexual things with women, I do find it exciting but to an extent during and majorly after I feel pretty disgusted. However, I could say the say for men. I think some off the disgust is probably from the earlier abuse, but I just dont know. To be honest, I think I'd quite happily be asexual in some ways, but I love being close to people so I dont know.