You are not alone! I wonder why it is this way myself. I am so sorry you feel these things because I know they are incredibly painful. I am hoping to find something on this forum that will somehow take my mind off my pain and I hope you do too. I guess that just knowing that I am not the only one around who is different and can't seem to "figure it out" is in a warped way...comforting. I don't know...just know that there are others out here who do understand you.