So sorry. Sometimes it takes a really keen specialist to really pinpoint the solution for you. As for the celexa -- a combination of buspar and buproprion made me hallucinate and subsequently panic. The kaleidoscope you described reminded me of that experience -- I would see shapes and coloring 'drawings' on the walls around me, often very rapid repeating patterns.

I wish I had more to tell you. I really do. A lot of us understand how you feel and a lot of us also do find relief! Hang on there.