Be obsessed with my therapist
Fight the therapeutic relationship or therapy
Hide how I'm feeling but its painful to talk about
Idealize then a split second later, devalue
Lay down conditions like I'll go to therapy IF t replies to my email but won't go if she doesn't
Be a mean parent
Hate having people staying/visiting my home because this is MY family and don't you dare try to take it from me


but I am/do