gismo

Hope things get better soon. Leed is right, Dont be a statistic, you have to do this for YOU. Find something else to do besides the alcohol. I loved my drinks and wine. Fooled myself for a long time in thinking I could handle it. But I needed it. Now I need to lose weight. I found another need. A new goal. Maybe thats what you should look for.

Also AA and support groups are very helpful.