Hello Cheetos, and welcome to PC.

Well done for having the courage to come here and confront your demons, it shows you are now ready to conquer your depression. i for one am glad to see you here. im looking forward to getting to know you and your life leading up to now.

depression is ugly, and it is no doubt the hardest thing we endure through our lives. it consumes us, makes us ill (physically and mentally) and it takes an awful lot of time and strength to beat it. here we can almost share the strength and help eachother through this.

the best way to fight depression is to open up and tell why you feel that way, it could be because of something that happened years ago, or is happeneing now. anything. by telling your story of what made you depressed will help a great deal as we will listen, and advise on what we think the best ways to deal with it are. it has helped me so much so far, long may it continue.

i will pm you shortly to see how you are, and if you ever need anything, a friend or a chat etc, please feel free to pm me. im here anytime for you.

once again, welcome to PC. No doubt in time you will class it as a second home...i know i do. You are in the right place.

take care and speak soon cheetos.

simon