oh yes, depression destroys any energy i have. i find its worse when i start crying too, i get so exhausted i cannot even gather the energy to walk anywhere.

its because we spend so much energy battling these demons in our minds that it also uses our "everyday energy" used for getting from A to B, and thats why it feels like we have been hit by a convoy of trucks. i usually find it feels like someone has strapped 2 tons to my feet and i have to drag them with me wherever i go. when im at my worse emotionally, i find going up and down my stairs wears me out.

and yea, you can get the feeling where you feel you can fly, as i have experienced that. when everything feels so great and the weight is gone, it is great. although im not there now i know it will return someday, as it will for you.

good luck with it.