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Originally Posted by Scorpio Eyes
Sweetheart, get some sleep tonight. Take your Ativan. Get in bed and rest, tonight. It seriously sounds like you need it. Those things you're telling yourself are nonsense. When you calm yourself and get back into a more clear state of mind, not fatigued from lack of proper REM, you will see that.
You are strong, capable, and beautiful.
There is so much love you have within you, not just what you've been condemned to be able to express.
Remember this, sweetheart.
Love,
Scorpio
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thanks scorpio. It is so hard to believe that I am anything but a ball of bpd and being ****ed up. so thanks. lack of sleep does affect the way we think.
I have brainwashed myself and been brainwashed by others, and swallowed, whole, the idea that I am incapable of love. Or have anything redeemable. No wonder I feel like all I have going is this darn fantasy!
So thanks. I needed to hear it from the outside. Being so isolated and unable to attend any therapy also is hard on me. I rely on PC for it's very good support system.
And I hope you, too, are finding the good support that you (and everyone deserves)
Carol