Tomorrow we start PT. terrified! feet are our biggest trigger. I can't stand anyone even close to my feet. not even my "h".
Been having weird dreams of "S". watching other ppl do it and wishing that it was me and not them. keeps going through my head. every night I dream about it. then have dreams about g*d weird dreams. paranoid, feel like i'm losing my mind or what i have of it.
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Back, I've lost months, months !
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