((((( Lisa )))))

I'm sorry things are so hard for you. Scary stuff for sure.

Are there any relaxation methods you have in place that might help? I know it's hard. I have certain triggers too that seem impossible to overcome. But somehow I surprise myself and get through it. I hope you do too.

As far as your dreams...this recently happened to me, same/similar subject. I was blown away by my research and found it to be...in my case...pretty accurate. I did not believe it at first. I saw my dreams as a sign of either what had happened in my life or what was about to. Still scary though, no matter how you look at things.

"As Jeremy Taylor, the world renowned Dream Worker, says "No matter how distressing these images are during the dream, they are almost certainly symbolic pictures of ways in which I am growing and changing, ways in which my life energies are being redirected from old attitudes, perceptions, and self-images.". Taylor has had several decades of experience and his ideas are based on Carl Jung's work, which elaborates how the dreaming mind is always working towards healing and wholeness."

Dreams