I've been trying to date in the last few years. I get so frustrated because I find I like a guy for a few weeks, and I want to be with them all the time. Then, I want to be alone and then everything they do drives me crazy. I actuallly rolled over and cried myself to sleep after having sex with one guy last year. I find I lose interest quickly and end things.
I change my mind ALL.THE.TIME. I want to be in a relationship, so I start dating.. Then I want to be single, so I end things. Then I realize, what did I do? I want to be in a relationship. I start talking to a few guys and arrange to meet a few from an online dating site. Just before I was supposed to actually meet them, I changed my mind and blew them all off. I am so messed up.
Earlier this year I dated a guy and eventually ended it a few months later. Recently he contacted me and said he wanted to try things out again and I agreed, and things have been going very well, I am very into him. Suddenly yesterday my mood has changed a bit and I want to be by myself and I am worried I am going to mess things up again.
I know I'm not doing a very good job of explaining things so not sure if this makes sense. Wanting to know if others experience the same things.