I think it is normal...... and it even has a name "Trauma Bonding" - try looking into it...

In a Trauma Bonding, the victim has actually attached him/her self to the trauma of the past and re-enacts the experience in fantasy or in actual relationships.

Some sexual abuse survivors deal with the pain of the abuse by acting out sexually as a way of medicating the pain of childhood abuse.


LoVe,
Rhapsody - ((( hugs )))