I sometimes get scared of life myself, afraid of what the year will bring, will something happen? Will I be able to handle it when it/if it occurs? Willl I be happy, will I find a job?

Try not to think so far ahead, try and live in the present, and think postive, I know it's tough to do, but say something postive to yourself everyday if you believe it or not, if you do it everyday your brain will register the postive and you will start to feel better. The mind is a powerful thing.

Take gental care of yourself, I definatly know where you are coming from hon.

<font color=red>~Sundance~</font color=red>

<font color=blue>"Never react emotionally to criticism. Analyze yourself to determine whether it is justified. If it is, correct yourself. Otherwise, go on about your business."</font color=blue>

<font color=black>Norman Vincent Peale</font color=black>