And I shall jump right onto the new couch!! I just got back from T. our 2nd to last session before she leaves town next week. Argh, I was a bundle of nervous energy this evening sitting there on the couch trying to act like everything was normal and ignore the proverbial elephant in the room. T to the rescue, she pointed out the elephant LOL so we could talk some more about it. Why is this being so darn hard on me!!!!!! She shared with me the reason for her move when she first told me about it, and I am so happy and excited for her. She so deserves this chance! I want to be only happy for her. I don't want to be sad for me. She has been such a huge help to me, such an integral part of me becoming ME, how could I possibly be so selfish as to let her see that I am sad for me about her leaving? Bah. I wanna let Little Art come out and stomp around her office and yell NO! YOU CAN'T LEAVE!!!! I WON'T LET YOU!!!!! Sigh. But I shan't. I think it's just that I haven't let myself have a good cry over it yet. That will be after my last face-to-face appointment which is next Monday evening. BAH! I don't want to think about this anymore.

I'ma go work on my book instead.

Yeah, my main character is a Jungian analyst, that'll really take my mind off her. Jeezo Pete. What was I thinking?!?!?!!?