Welcome to PC. I encourage you to consider seeking a professional to be officially diagnosed. Check with your local depart of mental health and/or NAMI (
www.nami.org) abt mental health treatment based on income. I was diagnosed not long ago and it was the best thing for me. I was misdiagnosed w/ depression and PTSD. My condition worsened and I sought a second opinion. I see a med provider, a therapist and I'm stable. I do have a small support system.