yep. it's getting to feel that way. alone. for awhile, at least while i get my inner life back in shape. it's all about patience, nay ENDURANCE. i just keep hoping one day I'll get to experience the joy of romantic stuff, for now I just got to put my head down and go. try and keep making friends. and keep growing.

i've always been a romantic, so i'm starved. sometimes it feels like, what you said. all i want in life is someone to share the caring thing. but alas i get nothing, yet i keep trying.

what can you do? idk. keep goin. endure is the word.