Hi, I'm new here. I can relate to your post. I was very anti meds for a long time until I got to the point where I was sure I was going to kill myself. So I got help. I was on meds for a year with pretty good results but ran out of money so I split up my last bottle and slow got off of them. I pretty quickly went back into severe depression and as a result my long term relationship broke apart.

My girl didnt think depression was real. I am back on my meds thanks to my dad and already I'm feeling so much better. She now can see the difference which is good.

Just so you know I tried two kinds until I found one that hand the least side effects and levels me out. Take care bro.