i remember when im graduated from college with low-grade, it was one of the worse moment in my life, why? because i have a lot of fear, fear of being jobless, fear of my dark future, those fears came inside my circle of depression in a sudden and im having a breakdown for a few months, until i finally got a job, its an entry level job and low-pay, but its a big step for me to move on. i have been a so-called antisocial person for all my life, dont have many friends, i enjoy being alone, when i finally work in a office with a lot of people in one room it requires me to build a relationship with them, i have to communicate with them otherwise i cant work, to be honest im not doing well in my first job, my boss and workmates still think that i spent too much time alone and not socialize, but again its a big step for me.

you'll get there soon or later. hang in there