gismo, the fact that you want alcohol out of life is a positive dtep in the right direction. i know you want to do this for your kids but more importantly is to do it for yourself. alcohol has a tether on you now but you can break that stranglehold one day at a time. give YOURSELF the gift of renewed life and in turn you will be giving your kids the gift too. keep us posted. we truly care. 
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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