I'm just nervous cause there are some important things regarding my CSA experiences that I want to talk about today but I'm afraid I'll have a flashback or dissociate and I always feel worse afterwards when that happens. I feel like T gets frustrated with me and thinks "You're doing this all wrong." Flashbacks are so scary for me...I am hoping it doesn't happen.

On the plus side, I woke up this morning and it's snowing outside . I love snow.