I agree with others, your children's well being is what is most important, I would advise taking them out of that situation asap if you are able to. I cant imagine how horrible that must be for a child to see a parent trashing their home. That is their home, which is suppose to be a place of safety-not this. Is there any medical programs in your hospitals by where you live with any programs to assist? You need assistance, you cant live like this, for yourself and your children. I would have her into a program as soon as possible, if you are able to.