I don't think I will be asking for a referral. I am actually kinda cheesed off about it too---because i searched long and hard for this clinic to begin with. Its called Downstate Mental Health---its an anxiety clinic...supposed to be excellant.
The therapists there are very focused and caring...but the doctors really dont know whats going on with the patients and half the time they are late or MIA.
But I will find another place. One that has doctors in it that listen and make a plan that works for me.
I have decided from now on---whenever someone in a position of authority(or even in a situation where I think they are running the show) that I am not gonna take any more crap...i'm gonna stop biting my tongue and say whats on my mind...its just I get so emotional... I cant seem to get the words out thru the tears and i just look weak and stupid.
This is something I am going to work on. I just need to breathe deeply and focus and speak.