I don't know what the heck goes on with this new caseworker, but something weird is happening. With me, in response to her. She talks very slowly, and calmly and sounds like a mother talking to a baby on a constant basis and suddenly I just turn into this different person. I don't think I full out switch, because I know what happened afterward, but I have no control over how I respond to her.

This part is extremely sad, looks at the floor, talks so low you can barely hear her, and afterwards when I come to, I'm just like what was that? And she responds as if the world is over. So it appears as if I am the most depressed person this caseworker has probably ever seen. And I can't even tell her this is going on, because I have no control. I feel like I need to write a letter or something. It happens instantaneously upon hearing this woman's voice. And it's worrisome to me that I seriously have a part that is THAT sad. That's horrible. And then I feel dissociative and weird driving home and sleep five hours afterwards.

Has anything like this ever happened to anyone else?