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So, that is my road and my journey. You are free to be yourself and be on your own road and journey. Just like my journey is not wrong, yours is not either. I hope you never have to see your intelligant mind start to fall apart like mine is. It is painful to float in and out of who I was and to witness it, but then also lose my grip on reality and not even notice, then come back to it and see what has happened. That is terrifying. I don't wish it on anyone.
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I posted not so long ago on hallucinating predator drones. So, yes, I have more issues that happy and sad too.
It is hard to get through those, I agree.
I am not sure what it is, but gah, with my other out of it experiences... as unpleasant it is, I do see purpose here too. It's omens, ya'll
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Pills are not going to give me a purpose. Pills wont keep my friends and family close. Pills allieve symptoms. Pills dont fix anything. Its willpower and a desire to that improves my life with the help of medication. Science cant comprehend the complexity of human nature and medicate it to happiness. Content is a perception.
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that's why it pisses me off the current psychiatry tries to do away with concept of psyche and all that and it tries to see everything on chemical/neurogical level. And if we trust Anatomy of Epidemy.... it's not working.
I have seen many uprooted people. I guess I attract them. And as much as some ended in hands of psychiatry and I pray some of them are alive and maybe just have new phone numbers and hate facebook, alternativelly moved to northern Norway or something... problem of most these people was conflict between what they want and what they are expected to want and be (common death regret... and I am trying hard not to have this one). I wish we were taught to be more aware of ourselves as kids. Not study german/english/have straight As, so I can brag with you to my friends I don't like that much.
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