I told her that I have some mother figures in my life and that I want them to sit and hold me. I'm unable to cry and I told her that if anyone ever did this that all the walls would probably break. She said, "At your age, who do you think you're supposed to get that from?" We were both silent for what seemed like eternity. Then she said, "A man is who you are supposed to get that." I then assured her that it wasn't a romantic type of thing, but I don't feel like she believed me. I felt so dirty after that.