I'm so sorry to hear about your hard times.

I am going through some similar things, I am very lonely and often sleep my days away. What is helping me a lot is reaching out to people, old friends and new friends of all sorts of different ages and backgrounds. Just send an email to anyone, anyone at all really, tell them you're going through a hard time and ask if they'd be willing to go out for coffee. People are often more than willing to help each other out in hard times once you take the initiative and ask. All the best to you, I hope that things will get better as time passes.

- A