Quote:
Originally Posted by Clinte89
Just the sedative makes me feel weird and like I can't breath, they do have all the stuff to cover me if I don't breath but just afraid of that and I used to not care but now I do cause I feel good I want to get out there and live. I feel I'm in a good place my doc said to make sure it sticks three more but I felt good at 4 and did 4 more so I think I'm covered.
|
you sound to me that you know exactly what you're talkin' about Clint. The doc wants one thing...and you want another thing. This entire experience has been yours and it continues to be and I just believe that you know best right now.
...and if you've had enough for now...then fair enough!
...it's like if I fill up my car at the servo, it's all set to drive and drive and why overfill it?
...at least I can pull into the servo again if and when I want a refill, not sayin' you are like a psychological fuel tank! ...because it really sounds like you are going to get some magical mileage out of yourself...which is very cool
...I know a couple of people who pop in for an ECT top up from time to time because just like with you it has been effective... It might be tempting to think "oh crap I'm gonna be screwed if I don't do what they say".....
but you do sound pretty terrific and I'm real proud of you and it's great you popped out the other side!...shows you have heaps of spirit!..
