So my p-doc prescribed Topamax but either forgot to fax the prescription to the pharmacy or what, but I still have not received the Topamax.

I am hoping to lose weight on Topamax. Topamax reduces appetite in many patients.

Well... for two nights in a row, while anxiously waiting for this medication and being hopeful that it would help me while at the same time being concerned that it would give me unacceptable cognitive side effects, I... ate tiny dinners. Geodon is not absorbed without food so I eat some, just enough to make Geodon available to the body. I have been using the computer all evening long, not eating, and in 20 minutes I will go to sleep. I need to eat something so I will have some farmer's cheese and that's it.
And I am not hungry - I will eat the farmer's cheese only because I need some food.

That is the kind of effectiveness that is ideal. You are not taking the medication but only waiting for it and it is already effective.

If waiting for Topamax is so effective, I can wait forever - this way I will not need to worry about cognitive side effects at all.