The nurse said I won't push medication, ever since she said it, we keep talking about it.
It must be a nurse thing, because that is like what my ex nurse said.

The new Dr, she seems ok.
The nurse, she says its ok I don't trust her yet, I think she might be undercover.

My ex psychologist said don't cancel and the nurse seems to be ok to me.

Anyway meds, I don't know what to do, it did make me less anxious or maybe it was less alert, she said if I take it for a while it will help, but she thinks I'm scared of things that aren't really happening - why would I be though and I have showed her proof.

It's like a cover up, is that why the meds are important, I'm not totally saying mind control, but more to shut me up - until my "accident"

There are a lot of people going through this and they can't all be ill, it's all to similar as well.