ariesmars,
I am sorry you feel that way, I too am suffering a large bout of depression......
You are still alive, thats the most important thing!!
No matter what you might believe, there will always be people who miss you....
((((((((((((((ariesmars))))))))))))))))
Are you seeing anyone to help you with this???
I am here if ever you need to talk, don't hesitate to send me a message!!

Flinty