Well I feel as if I have hit the bottom......
Incapable of picking myself up & moving on with life.
I was feeling so good about my life & myself, but things have gone downhill & in a hurry too!!!
I am trying desperately to erase the negative recording within myself, but there are days when it seems impossible to do!! I tell myself I AM WORTHY, but as many times as I say it, it doesn't change anything unless I can believe it.
I am contemplating seeing a hypnotherapist, to see if sub conciously I can change the bad habbits that seem to be imbedded within myself.....
I feel exhausted, like I could lie in bed forever & never get up, I feel like I'm doing this on my own & I struggle to stay on top!! (Deep down I know this is not the case, but how can I make my head believe what my heart knows....)
I guess tomorrow is a new day & hopefully I can make the most of it!!
Flinty