Sorry Hatter that you are going through this. I locked myself away for a long time because I couldnt function in the world. At least you are feeling something. Whether it be hate or anger you feel something. I felt NOTHING for a long time. Years even. You just have to try your hardest to focus that energy in a more positive way, somehow, someway. I wish you all the best and by all means keep on ranting on here. We are here to listen and just know you are not alone

Hugs