There are 2 things at play here. I woke up feeling very depressed and had an argument with my bf.
The relationship between my T and me is still pretty young, but she says she can see the improvement in me and how I'm opening up. I was a bit of a mess when I left her rooms.
Then bf didn't answer his phone (it as on silent) and told me he was with some friends about 22km and I was welcome to join them. HELLO - I'm feeling depressed and need some company now. And I'm not drinking and driving.
That made me feel lonely - in psych terminology I guess that's abandonment